Lifting The Veil

The life went through unpredictable paths. It is indeed the Universal law and reverence to the same is an obligation. Passing 12th standard exams….. I never know that it will reward me with such a huge punishment… 4 that crime I was sentenced for 5years regress imprisonment in NUALS along with a heavy fine. My thoughts and writing skills blossomed for a while but died a premature death. I was a gal who always dreamt of creative exuberance. I walked a few pace with all my dreams. I aspired to be a patrician among the world of letters and words…now am here with a hop of being exonerated with a B.A.LL.B (Hons.) Degree. The path is indeed rugged and snaked. The corporate world is the only destination which is indeed the reincarnation of good old feudal doldrums. Corporate has got great animosity towards creativity. Am etiolated in this high pace civilization. My mind is facing a perennial dilemma and thoughts of tackling the uncertain debacle. The oblivious past makes me insane. The time is of intellectual poverty, lack of ambitions takes me to the time of blossoms with delighted smiles. Darkness is more assertive than brightness. It makes me wept with no reason… a mingling of discordant sounds, a cognitive dissonance, is something pervades me. The sanest choice is to protect my thoughts…. With hopes… and now I realize it is not the world of denial but of refusal…. Still I want to refuse.. the manifestations of inner thoughts are in thirst of being revealed.. here I am…..